blues in your left eye ; funk in your right eye

Everybody goes thru hard times, I understand… but they dont have to go thru it together! Im back stayin in my families house and all some people can think of is themselves… somethings are just not made for yur friends to know! It doesnt matter how the situation occured, doesnt matter who did wat wrong, doenst even matter wat bill aint get paid… long as yu have yur friends to fall back on… noo Im not talkin about leeching or using them as a crutch, Im talkin bout using them as a friend!! Havin them to talk too, havin them to cry wit yu, havin them to sit down wit yu and just share the silence… seems all I have is my sisters thats spread across the globe… thats when that song comes into play “Trill Love”. Jake and Papa said it best ‘its loyalty over lies, where the royal reside..’ seems like everyone wants to be there but dont show up at 3 in the mornin to help yu sulk…. where are the friends I can sulk wit, get lazy wit, ACTUALLY party wit, smoke a dubb wit, get chocolate wasted and streak wit?! Seems uncompatible ehhhhh?! Well all I kno is I need new close ones… Just when yu thought yu had a friend, a nigga gets all their attention, just when yu think yu have a friend, attitudes blows up, words get miscontrued and feelins are thrown around! I have GOOD friends, but loyal,good listenin, faithful when done faithful too, and strapped up ready for the beef are UNLIKELY…. 

Doesnt it amaze yu on the Goodness of Jesus?! We may have all of our necessities in life: shelter, food, & riches. But God doesnt ALLOW us to have anythin to our Earthly name if we didnt deserve it! We deserve to live Holy, we deserve to live Righteous, we deserve to live Pure… But life hardens our heart. Cause us to think differently, even stray away from His bleeding side! But we would’ve been LOST our mind, been lost our Peace, been lost our Souls in this world if it wasnt for Calvary!!!!! Doesnt it just make yur spirit smile to know that our Lord and Savior died for all of this… He died for yu and me! And Im sooooooooo glad!!!!! Its just like William Murphy said “He sits high, look down low.. Earth is your footstool, Heavens your Throne” idk about yu, but that brings tears to my eyes every time! Just imagine God sittin up there, lookin down on us all… And as soon as trouble enters our worldy weakened mind, as soon as disbelief or confusion and EVEN temptation seems to have taken over us, He lifts His foot and rest it upon us! All our troubles, ALL our struggles, all our worries are ridden! By just the gentless touch… Dont be controlled by fear, becuz Peace would be sooo hard to find! Dont look for it in anythin else besides yur heart. We didnt create ourselves, but God created all man. Goooooood morning lovely’s “) ♥ Blessings - B’